Now I cannot relax and feel I daren't have a drink in case he does those things and I get that horrible sinking feeling again the next morning. I was very upset that he was getting off on this kind of sex preferring that to the loving intimate adventurous sex life I was trying to get back. He was distraught and said he would cut his hands off before touching me without my consent in that way again.
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He came up with every excuse under the sun other than admit to what he was doing. So I waited until next time pretended I was asleep again - but this time half way through I just pretended to wake and asked him what he was doing. The next day I asked my husband if we had sex, and he said no! I was disgusted and felt violated and had to face him about it in a way he could not deny it. My husband came to bed and within 15 minutes just as I was drifting off he started to touch me, and went on to have sex with me.
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One night just out of curiosity I went to bed first as normal but decided to pretend to be in a deep sleep (I made sure I did not have a lot to drink) to see if anything was going on. This continued every time I fell asleep after a drink and I could not work out why. I had the feeling that I had had sex but did not remember - I would ask my husband if we had sex the night before and he would say no. We usually have a drink every weekend and I often fall into a deep drink induced sleepīut I began waking in the morning feeling sore down below. We have chatted about the lack of sex in our relationship but end up going around in circles I was happy to go through this until we were both ready to sort it out, until last year. My husband is a loving man but is not demonstrative. Our sex life was very lusty and fulfilling when we first met - but it soon settled down to having sex once a month after a drink.